It is sunday evening
Well it is sunday evening, I miss another wonderful day of worship at Grace. But no ones knows me either, I just know within my heart this is suppose to be my home church. It will be someday. I,m heading in the right place. "smiling"
I have so little but yet so much. My biggest problem is the trust issue with people. and That I have been truly been misunderstood my whole life. That is not of my fault but the other people lost. I have truly learned to deal with it.
God is giving me understanding , Of do God test us?. I am going thru a growing spur spiritually. Has anyone ever think of how strong God love for us, really is. As I watch my young son lays sleep. This overwhelming feeling of love arise deep within me. for the love of my son, It is so hard to describe. I just want the very best for him. It just totally takes over within me. to love him to protect me, and giving him the very best. Now just think God loves us million more times then we feel for our little ones. That sure is some powerful overwheling love, when you think about it. Thank you for letting me share my thoughts. I be thinking of God alot but no one to share with, I just get on fire when I think of the love of God he has for each and everyone of us. Have a blessed day Valerie
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Valerie I haven't heard back
Valerie
I haven't heard back from you in reply to my responses. I'm actually one of the pastors at Grace. If you'd like to talk sometime, please just call the church and ask for Lauren. I'm in my office M-Th from 8:30am till 5pm.
Love
Lauren
Valerie I'm a little
Valerie
I'm a little confused. Did you go to the Sunday service? The worship was wonderful. . . but you wrote "its Sunday evening. I miss another wonderful day of worship at Grace." Can you explain that? Why did you miss it?
I do sometimes think about how amazing God's love is. Like you, when I think of my love for my children, and then magnify that a million times more; you're right that is some overwhelming love.
You said that people have always misunderstood you, but that this is their fault. If they misunderstand, then why don't you try to help them understand you better... try harder to help them understand. Do you mean they misunderstand what you say? Or misunderstand your intentions? Or what? What do you mean? When I'm misunderstood, I try to fix it so that I'm not. Do you?
Lauren
what is confusing about it?
I wasn't confused at all. She is just reaching out and relating her feelings. How difficult is that to understand? Valerie is lonely but hanging in there and just needs some confirmation that her issue w/trust and being misunderstood is something we all go thru. Maybe you should re-read her post and you will understand what I got out of it.
re-read
Well, I took your advice and re-read it. I must agree with you that she is reaching out and though I might not have answered her as you would, I was reaching back. I still am confused as to whether she went to the worship or not and as to why she felt misunderstood. When I don't know, I ask questions. I hope she'll respond back and we can connect.
Lauren, Valerie clearly
Lauren
Valerie clearly stated she "Missed" the service that Sunday. I chose to answer her privately because it seemed like nobody besides you have really taken the time to read her blog and respond. As she stated in another post she made recently, she only got a few emails and one phone call. Possibly because she isn't as well known as others in the congregation? Don't you think that is truly sad? Thanks for being one of the few Lauren!
Anne